jr conlin's ink stained banana

It's funny the sorts of things i find that i'd love to blog about, but can't for various reasons.

For instance recently i've been graced with several very generous favors, that i'm completely unable to take advantage of. i'd love to talk about them and my reactions and why sometimes receiving a gift is just as hard as giving one, but i'm afraid that the again VERY generous folks that provided said favors might be offended or feel that they wasted efforts.

There's another one where i wanted to talk about an effort i was involved with, and some of the hurdles i had to cross. There's positive and negative with both and kind of illustrate that it's important to remember not to lose touch with critical steps. Again, i don't feel really comfortable talking about them because it's hard to abstract away the individuals and the actions, and frankly, i respect all the individuals involved. (Even if they forgot a few critical steps until nearly too late.)

i may still talk about those things, or i may not. i'd love to really talk about them, but i probably can't.

*sigh*

so about those ponies…